Today
So today was odd. Had two bowls of cheerios. Feel ill. But anyway, went to mums earlier, where she asked - ‘why are you looking so tired today’
Then her boyfriend comes over just as I’m leaving - ‘You been losing weight again?’ - ‘You look very drawn’
Annnnnd when I actually express something to the guy I like - ‘wtf, stop being so weird, its such a turn off’ —- that one kinda stung, coz I know how true it is. My awkwardness pushes people away, all the time.
BLEEEHHHH.
More handstands on the beach! Last year.
Because I do gymnastics everywhere :) Taken a year ago.
Me doing a bit of dance from my beam routine, taken a few months ago :)
Thought I would upload some decent photos of my face, One with hair up, one with hair down. Want it lighter blonde…
I decide. I’m in control. It’s my choice. Control, control, control. End of.
Cropped out my legs, coz obviously, they are huge >.< I look very shocked/worried/scared also… creep eyes.
So, this is me. Getting back on track. I like big jumpers.